Ruth’s Place

Each child, no discrimination against their health, skin colour, religion(if harmless and abiding by it’s own laws) or country of origin, surely now, must at least be taught well, not just told and left with words disturbing their minds or, personalities overpowering theirs. Which is not equipping them for their immediate, or eventual, life.

Taught well, not only how to communicate in the language of the country they live in and, the countries they’ll need to communicate with, but also how to express: their non violent self intent & any pre-existing or possible anger articulately, without threat of violence of deed or word(no matter the cause, be it familiar or unfamiliar), their creativity & identify, then encourage their skills, we all have more than one. And, how to do their own daily chores without leaning on or expecting unfairly, that of any other.

In the first instance, trust must be earned by the parent, politician & teacher, not the child. In order to teach by example that such trust is possible to earn and so, expect of self & others in adulthood, no matter the harmless or helpful aim.

We need to stop the attempts to turn silk into man made fibres. Then cut it to suit old ways. Sadly a generational ‘thing’. We must believe every child is silk, a beautiful, versatile fabric only the best educated can help tailor to suit this world, neither fashion nor unfashionable has helped this world. It only helps the ego’s of those dictating or presenting it.

Unless we begin to accept that none before has taught effectively, (not Caesar, parliament, parent or teacher) and begin to do it of ourselves, recognising we were all silk once, we’ll never know whether or not it can be done to effect the peaceful settling of all matters currently in existence and likely to keep destroying personal relationships, and sadly at the moment too, this planet and all on it. That by manipulation of young minds for generations.

Each generation passing it’s responsibility on to the next, some with such monetary benefits as to distract from the damaging issues they purposely leave behind. Yes, issues they purposely refused to resolve themselves. The big ‘pay off’, does not ‘work’ for any, not even the monied who hoard away on some tax haven with smug satisfaction that they could be lazy in their duties and treasonous to their ‘Caesar’s’ and their Caesars’ people. Often oblivious of the bigger picture by monetary and generational distraction passed to them.

This is no doubt now more serious than ever it was before and that, very serious indeed. It is left to the indifferent, often generational Caesar & their politicians, who seek only advantage and privilege by monetary or ‘title’ favour. Passing responsibility to younger generations, ‘other’ establishments, including educational establishments and they in turn to all parents. A ridiculous roundabout of sickening blind repetition, deadly harmful.

All adults need a great deal of honest, self acceptance, no easy task to admit to ourselves, our own wrongs(ill education), after all, we, are perfect, it’s them what isn’t. Easy to see those wrongs & imperfections of others. Horrid to experience the wrongs of political indifference and warmongering of Caesar’s and their barbaric, too often murderous, consequences for their ‘loved?’ people.

People dismissed by those but, seeking soul solace in publicised as loving, religions. Which most with ill educated or bodily ‘imperfections’ soon discover are set up to take their life, soul & their scarce money, as is the secular system. Treated like man made cheap fibres, instead of the silk underneath that imperfection.

We people, need pay better, proper attention to each other, as is proven by the ill minds of leaderships past and present allowed to spread their ill educated & inhaerent(Latin) disease in mind-settings. We need support everything that is not wrong and be the cure. Or we shall be destroyed, as will they. We mustn’t be put off by the gradual processes but be made much stronger by and with each success. Spreading new, different, clean of disease, mind-setting possibilities.

And none must expect of the ill educated to do anything but need educating well. No matter who they are or what they say and do now.

English and it’s connotations. Here you won’t get honesty. People born here are schooled. At school they learn that there’s neither truth, nor room for it. English speak belies it’s actions and visa versa. Then, new generations change the meanings of words old and new. So England has evolved into an accomplished liar, happy to confuse it’s own and others. Forget trying to communicate with it’s leaders and their established authorities, in simple terms. Most need lies to fit into boxes to make their lies easier for them to understand.

It’s extensive laws keep accommodating wrongs, but lie that those are, for ‘justice’.

Also, children deny of their parents that they had the same basic schooling as them. Now there are schools called Comprehensive. To comprehend. Hmm. I comprehended the lie of them. They changed their title during my ‘education’, from Grammar & Secondary Modern to Comprehensive. That word having two meanings, undisclosed to the all 11 year olds beginning there. The change in title was, in order for there to end the elitism caused by those leaving Grammar Schools, as was told to me, not in those words. Nothing said about the elitism of people who could financially afford private(public…oh dear) schools.

Children ‘*naturally’ expecting parents to be completely honest with them, in order to ‘earn'(ahem) their trust. Then of course naturally, dismissing their authority when they lie. Most for the outright lies, such as the elusive, selective Santa Clause/Father Christmas, who in England, only ever pleases the monied. Children with underpaid, physically labouring parents, are often even more disappointed when they mature to find out Santa was a myth, a lie. No one knows why the lie is continued….’it just is’ nothing ‘just’ about Christmas’s Santa Clause. The clause not disclosed until ‘after’ I suppose, after what remains to be seen.

So Christmas is done . ahem…is it? . children return to school to keep learning how much of a liar this Country is. Or to try and find a skill they can qualify in and make enough money with-never gonna happen in honesty-Oh and how to lie on their cv, comes up too. They find they will, also for unknown reasons, lie to their children about Santa Clause/Christmas. Which in rebellion, they probably swore(not cursed) they’d never lie to their children about. While lying to their parents about wrongs they do, hiding their own sly activities. Lie, lying, see there’s double meaning. Often causes the sly English to wink.

Meanwhile, as the children try to blend in, practicing lying to the parents and adults who lie to them. Parents, most broke from trying to buy things for Christmas, keep working though exhausted by everything. Including to earn enough money for the next load of old expensive codswallop.

Christmas! Christ’s Mass … allegedly. That has little true meaning to most of the population here because of the joining(ha) together of those two words. Who did that?

And . Crikey, the Churches here! What?! No! Way too many divisions, contradictions and connotations. Church goers, who are supposed to be the demonstrations of reasons to love G O D. Which all want tucked away in their own club(church) rules … no one there keeps.

And another one. . . love/sex- a young 1960’s persons word meaning change. Still causing another of the sly English man’s wink. Good grief! No one in leadership publicly addresses these things, they unjustly continue with, and add to, it.

Honestly Bizarre. Bizarre, sounds like Bazaar.

*children…kindly be natural except do not, to save them embarrassment(?) ask your parents about your ‘natural’ urges!? What!?~M.R.A.S.January 2021

“Comprehension

Don’t own/keep anything that you cannot personally ‘keep’ in the same ‘manner’ by and as yourselves, in your house.

Don’t demand of any other that which you cannot do yourself.

Don’t ‘own’ any ‘house’ or article to put in it, that you cannot keep well by yourself-all disabilities to be accommodated but not pretended.

Don’t make any person disabled.

Don’t ‘own’ any person, without personally offering them release and recompense for your inability to ‘do’ as you demand from them. When you afford the purchase of a person, you afford the proper release of them, to a situation equal to yours.

Don’t encourage, manipulate, order, or persuade any person to break any of the adamant, definitive, reasoned, TEN COMMANDMENTS.

The COMMANDMENTS, are reasonable rules. Reasoned for good reasons, by those making them-G O D(*m)& The WORD(*f) as ONE.

The COMMANDS should and surely must now, be set in stone, in prominent place, in every single Church for that church community to love, to know. To embrace and so be easily teaching them well until they are embraced, known, practiced and taught well by all claiming to love G O D. And so adhering to every one of them, knowing the reason for each. And that each of them and all of them are the most important part of loving G O D. If that is not apparent, then, returning to school and stepping away from any authority, prominent places including; preaching, teaching or other religious positions of ‘power’ which must be understood by all, religious or not, and done immediately.

That to be known or taught to those not in the know, among every single person claiming this ‘faith’, including those in every church, school and government office.

‘Government office?’ Yes, because rights, in this Country, England, are given correctly to those claiming ‘Faith &/or Religion’ be it new, old, collective or as individuals. In order for those rights to be delivered as is understood and agreed by G O D & The WORD as ONE, as well as all in The H E A V E N S to be the case. Government officers must know them and the reasons for them that they be not deceived by the pretenders, those regularly breaking The COMMANDS for their own avaricious, Earthly gains.

That, also now, all government officers know and understand there are those learning or living them as never before done.

Only then may they understand true peoples loving G O D & The WORD as ONE or wanting to and so, learning well to be examples. None must be forced to break the COMMANDS they believe of equal great worth as their love for G O D & The WORD as ONE.

It is considered by G O D and The WORD as ONE, that to cause any one to break those COMMANDS is as wrong as breaking them. Worse when those causing the breaking of those COMMANDS, claim a love for G O D, who cannot and will not be separated from The WORD as they are ONE. The consequences of breaking them is where we are today January 2021.

So all of that particular faith, and all it’s branches, must live to encourage and themselves be living, within the bounds of the TEN COMMANDMENTS. As soon as they love, understand and practice them, they cannot live without them. It shall be their lasting legacy.

Some choosing to worship inside or outside existing churches or to make new churches, within the existing laws, to be with their ‘kind’.

Some choose to ‘be’ their Faith alone, in their own way, as is granted in the Bible books, because they have very close relationship and strong communications with G O D & The WORD, whatever their age and circumstance, when that happened. Though it is recommended people gather together, that is not and was not a COMMAND.

I say again, the grim consequences of the breakages of The TEN COMMANDMENTS are apparent globally and internally. Now is the opportunity to correct that.

Don’t hold ‘teacher’ position unless the subject you teach is of full use and help to the students you teach, in the time/age that you teach it. And, make sure you’re able to guarantee to teach it well and to first, be a fine example of the reasons for ‘knowing it’ yourself.

Don’t expect your qualifications to benefit yourself unless they are of benefit to others.

Don’t sit in political seat unless you can manage the ‘well-being’ of all those in any or all constituencies you claim to represent. Whether they be of your political decisions or not.

Don’t criticise or mock those without the ability to be as ‘perfect in your opinion’ as yourself. Yourself is also much flawed. Mockery and judgemental criticism, are flaws and are often felt by those mocked or criticised, as cruelty without understanding. First understand that, and then remove that flaw and any similar other that you, yourself own.

Do not cover your own such ‘flaws’ up! Don’t deny that you have them, they have become apparent by your words and actions.

Don’t demand or expect friendship or kinship of another until you are ‘being’ at all times, their loyal friend or kin.

Don’t make competition or competition results, harm people not educated or trained properly well, to compete with you.

Don’t judge that these things have/are being ignored. This ‘Comprehension‘ has never before been published nor ‘taught’ properly well, in English, for those speaking it, to learn it well and/or teach it by example, to others.

That’ll do for now” said one of the loudest voices I hear.

*m=masculine f=feminine.

This altruist finds altruism the only state of being, true to myself, that is honourable and just.

Today, during global extreme, grim circumstances, chancers, thieves and dishonest, unlawful, money addicted hoarders, have gained positions of extreme influence. Loudly promoting the untrue & the dishonourable as though they are true and honourable. To the gullible, the uneducated in their schools, it seems acceptable.. Some of those, offering such absurdities, keep demonstrating that not only are they armed with deadly weapons, many of which cause mass deaths and much destruction. They are also not shy of promoting, selling and/or using them.

While the altruist in me agrees they have a right to exist, it does not agree they may continue as they deem fit to benefit only themselves and that, by any means, including the barbaric and deadliest.

People have not been educated to tackle the complicated, the deadly and the intricate of their, all our, todays. Instead we have all been programmed, during school hours, to think fast, to keep up with this or that subject. Subjects pre-decided and so often irrelevant but perhaps brain stretching in directions impersonal to all pupils/students. While their parents try to keep up with whatever they were born into, schooled to do, and grow up into adults forced, to be adept at coping with, whatever. Which often conflicts with what they were and their children are, taught in school. In fact, too often actually, they were not taught to deal with what they were born into, not to dwell on what was imposed unlawfully upon them afterwards. ‘But we taught them to think, to use their brains’ I hear established education cry. Hmm, ‘only about those definitive subjects in definitive manner, for limiting exams, not to develop their own thoughts about their own identities. Nor how to solve their own problems. Too many of which are added to in classrooms and playgrounds’, I silently reply. Queues for justice already in place.

Due to the, seemingly overwhelming, complexities of the global population, that form of programming has not served ‘education’s’ purpose. The purpose to educate, to develop the minds. Not only to think for themselves but to help them each, with who they are and what they surely must, cope with, not to dwell on find out how to avoid injustices that they most certainly shall witness if not experience. Both as children and, as adults.

Had established education systems been successful, in educating people, there would not be the global, internal and personal crises we are living through. Those circumstances unsolved and unacceptable. Yet not seen nor in fact solved, by any qualified by the establishment education systems. Consistently added to though.

School has its purpose. To teach to read and write in the languages born into. Maths that enable children and young adults to ‘cope’ with the system as is. Apart from that, all children are quite capable of knowing who and what they are and what line of idealism or truth they’d like to explore more deeply. Aren’t they …?

The established education system has only served one purpose. That is, for those who thought fast enough and indifferently enough, to serve themselves for ‘Programmed’ purpose and maybe their children, within such uneducated schooling & often with monetary favours for those they ‘want’ with them.

Sure I hear cries of, ‘but we wouldn’t know the discoveries, the formulas or methods for this or that’. I reply silently with questions, ‘would we have needed those had we been allowed to follow our own pathways? Would we have arrived at them differently, as and when we needed them, if ever?’

Education aside ….

We surely must, as the individuals that we all are, individually accept that the massive and diverse populations do exist. Is it their deliberate choice? Or were they, like us, born into them as directed by the ancestors of us all…

… That during this era of fast, advantaged, lazy, weaponised influencers. Musn’t we take responsibility for our part in harming others? How can we? Most everything available to buy causes damage to ‘others’ elsewhere. Why shouldn’t we care about that? We know manufacturers and sellers should stop making and selling such but are happy to profit from them. Leaving us with the damage ‘blame’ for buying them. And we know they are relying on our ignorance about their marketing which is slow to improve in honesty about the damage done by such things as poison others.

I give no thanks to the ‘influencers’. Loudly promoting that to ‘want’ such things as are damaging others, is natural and OK. Arguments such as, ‘wouldn’t the harmed be behaving in like manner’. My silent answer, ‘yes because they too would have been ‘programmed’ to suit the ‘influencers’.

Part of acceptance includes looking into which ‘wants’ of ours are harmful to others? Whether altruist or not, to harm another, is against any moral or ethical code and so, unlawful in this country…justice anyone?

As humane humans shouldn’t we be preventing any act of or for harm? That must be our united goal surely? When we know just exactly what is our responsibility, we stop relying on others to do that thing for us. However, manufacturers with co-operation of sellers, have not taken their globally harmless and so sustainable, responsibilities seriously….justice anyone?

The law makers have tied themselves up in knots. Making queues for ‘justice’ too long to serve the purpose of true justice. The liberal spread of the idea that established laws, law makers and justice upholders, serve all purposes of justice, has contributed to the mayhem that is Britain. The queues for that justice lengthen.

Money seems to be the answer for many. Who then find that the money rewards for taking injustices ‘on the chin’ are never enough and do not be for the solving of their’s or any others, quest for justice.

It’s like an Elastoplast to fix a broken bone. Not happening. It’s merely a distraction from the greater problems which upon leaving courts, with cheques in hand, still exist.

I began by discussing which ‘wants’ of my own are harmful. Here I let you into more of my ‘personal self’, more than one being resides in my one being. Those only I can hear/see are in and around my mind and my home. Some asexual, some sexual(not forced on me but acknowledged by me) and some angelic and even yet others. Yes. All ensuring that I did not, do not, have to venture outside my person or door to find, what I consider, extra intelligent argument. I am extremely fortunate in the respect that they do not cause me any anxiety. But are very friendly towards me and quite a lot of my visitors, their comments I usually keep to myself when in company and laugh out loud, agree, or argue the toss, when we are alone… Which is all good because going out I also have to manage and prepare my ailing body. Which was always and still is physically disabled & chronically ill…a lot of that also invisible to others, so denied as true until medics found it was and is very ‘true’. But who’s got time to stand still and talk about that? Injustices adding up. We/I now spend time not only looking to the injustices of my own but those huge amounts, some similar, of others. Justice queues not accommodating those…but justice is necessary.

Only after arriving at a place in my own mind which is not in shock from the traumas caused to myself have I found the confidence to declare my harmless self out loud and in writing. Not that the ‘influencers’ care. I do care. I tried for decades, to ignore my asexual, altruistic, multi me. Tried to ‘fit in’ to the ‘others’ alive and ‘like-schooled’ in English education establishments of mammoth and mass turnout failures. All of whom, themselves, in denial or blindness, blinkered, however ignoring their own ‘troubles’ as well as mine. Stiff upper English lip. More like pole up the arse ineptitude. No intention to cope with the truth of our grim realities, so keep contributing to them by pretence that they do not harm us or others at all. The first lie that we do not have a pole stuck up our arse, all classes of English education mind-set do. No matter perceived as, upper, middle or lower class. Class is the pole.

I was given the keys and tenancy agreement to a ‘Council’ flat, in 1988, which was allegedly my safe and secure, home for life. Turned out not, but was supposed to be. I took it as a sort of justice for being physically beaten and cruelly tormented by way too many people. Yes. True justice anyone?

Decades later, and much more abuse, including more than one physical assault without true justice, because my mind is different and invisible. Who’s mind isn’t invisible? Come on! I have finally released to all and any, the I of more than one being exists in myself and that my identity of asexual altruism is actually harmless, allowed and very true to and of the real me.. Injustices prevailing, failed education understood.

Only now awakening from traumatic shocks alone, and trying to grasp that I’m still chronically ill=severely disabled. Not miraculously healed…yet. Believe me when I am, I’m off. To catch up on all I missed, work included…never too old. To me the ‘disabled’ and ‘chronically ill’ labels hide the truth of the efforts necessary in managing the list of symptoms of all such. To convenience the not wanting to honestly understand the personal management skills involved in managing all the actual and too often acutely painful, symptoms. That on top of being alive in this world in this Country, educated(hah) with english pole up, what class now? The confusion in the word class is enough to set any child wondering why they’d want such a pole up them. Never mind a ‘disabled’ child managing theirs by themselves because it’s embarrassing some ‘class’ or other. Justice anyone? Sugar in your tea?

All that aside….ahem…more tea?

Finding that I am still part of the population of British people, and that I do still have an altruistic and asexual identity. It survived all those years from pre-school, through lots of injustices, to now. The difference between me then and now is I am a mature adult surviver of many many wrongs. I will happily declare that altruism and asexuality, is also the truth of me and always has been. People seem and seemed quick and keen, to put a different identity on me and so, not being of cruel or violent nature, I accepted whatever they decided. Usually to be honest, I was stuck in shock from abuses. I suspect my honest declarations will be a shock to those who thought they knew me and my disabilities well enough already.

They did not know my identity, nor that I have been in a total state of shock, from pre-school age, because of casual, extreme and persistent, mental cruelty or physical violence. All and each of which were, shockers to me, if no other, during those many decades since pre-school. From the first incidence, then and thereafter which…apparently make me wrong because…I accommodated. I get so many flashbacks at such inconvenient times.

But I cope. I know I wasn’t in the wrong. But was trying to ‘fit in as expected by abusers and bullies’, that, without ability to present my asexual, altruistic self and be taken seriously. No doubt not helped by the mental health ‘differences’ I have. Here a brief reminder of the many ‘other’ beings that always accompany me, but are unseen by other humans.

So here I am, disabled by PTSD, Fibromyalgia plus other physical and mental health ills. Still out of any ‘Justice’ courts but expected to be always in defence of myself? Surely not, there are so many other far reaching injustices.

My own original thoughts, that as fits into the ‘label’ altruism, have rescued me. I fit in that ‘label’ without the need for the presumptuous simplifications of others, same as with asexual. Yay! Labels I am able to fit very well and comfortably into. Oh dear, labels, they alone simplify .. me.

I can accept that all does exist and has a right to do so. But, not as mischievously or cruelly goading(mental cruelty-bullying), nor as unlawful, dishonest and violent people expect.

I have been, in this place of safety, reunited with my own self, the asexual altruist. I do not have to accommodate those choosing lawlessness, mental cruelty, sex or violence to threaten my existing as an altruistic asexual being actually. No! In Britain there are laws against such. To find ‘justice’? Ahh yes, the big queues. Oh and the different law languages of all the diverse law’s long winded wording. One needs experts to decipher and…justify. So to get that help….Oh boy!

That aside … raises eyebrow.

At least now, allegedly, I can recover properly from all shocks, given no more interruptions from those advantaging the knotted laws. Oh look unlawful care givers and agencies and … then, hey me…an unlawful build is being proposed next door to my flat. Which will no doubt threaten my safety, my security, the brick walls assembled to ensure my and my pre-existing neighbours, security. Plus my personal, lawful bounds and worse, my mental health recovery from all pre-existing, combined with and adversely affecting, pre-existing physical illness symptoms, which are adversely affected by any pre-existing or new, anxieties and the build will no doubt adversely effect my overall well being. Which, by law I am entitled to my own knowledge of my own ‘well being’ and … takes a breath … to feel safe in my own home…so to being safe under Council rules…hmm, Council ignoring ‘equality’ laws and other laws to favour overcrowding an already overcrowded and under serviced area…to the English justice system…oh wait the justice queues…

Disabilities, of any nature whether they are many in one person or one in many a person, cannot be ‘put aside’ to convenience that devised by those who are able of body.

Every, conveniently confused by law writing, wrong doing that any in any Council does, whether or not pressured by the numbers it must by law accommodate, will add to them by ‘accepting’ the manners of unlawfulness and by not being purposely lawful. They then add to the overcrowded areas in existence and, ‘feel/reason’ they are free to overcrowd those areas more, as long as it is not on their doorsteps. Because those being unlawfully bullied under such impositions, would have to go to ‘law’ … justice where are you? Oh? Wait in a long queue and how much the fee?!

Apparent, surely not only to me, law makers have made easy, the absurd and unlawful ideals and expectations of those earning or otherwise profiting from such overcrowding. Very few can afford to ‘chase’ justice, myself included, neither by money nor emotional strength.

I am supposed not only to accept the injustice of this ‘propsed’ build, but to do so without ‘normal’ or ‘abnormal’, reaction nor notice that the notice about said build next door, was not lawful. Seeking justice? Well … you see the problem?

While the altruist in me recognises the need for new build homes, it also recognises my own mental health needs, care needs etc, and the problems arising that add to that, due to this very rushed plan of local Council, bound by laws which they themselves are ignoring but insist others adhere to. While being ‘polite’ about the behaviour of those in Council, not adhering to laws. Be not thou upset or else, the one sided(Council’s) conversation is terminated…politely.

That while a local parliamentary representative holds not only a seat as an MP in Parliament but also, a publicly proclaimed, position of responsibility and importance there. Also presents qualifications in the acts of justice while not accommodating me in her surgery, (before COVID), my particular disabilities not recognised by her staff but recognised formally, (aha..I have the law on my side) … she’s bound by law to accommodate me, has indeed helped so many able bodied or minded, who admire her helpful ‘qualities’. Would that I could reach them sooner. I was put off before even reaching her. Justice? Those darn queues.

I have to say that recently I did reach her. By email(a lot of those) She is otherwise busy but has offered, limited by COVID, help. Personally I am thrilled to have been given an alternative to being in her surgery.

To do this or that which the able bodied do, with difficulty or ease, without proper and lawfully(eyebrow raised) due considerations about the demands of self management of any pain or other disability. Those forces on a body, any human or other body. Is not possible without lawful help and support, which many too often take for granted as being readily available for the disabled…ahem, that injustices justice thing again. Oh and . in Britain usually, animals get more considerations about pain and disability. Most animals and humans in pain simply want it to stop. They don’t want their lives to stop, just the pain. Most are unified about that. We humans are not marvellous magicians once we are given a label for that pain…nope. Animals did not make this world how it is, man did. Well excuse me, 1) I am a woman(thankfully) and 2) no person alive, including me, made this world how it is. We do contribute to it getting worse for so many .. Justice anyone? It has to be up to the individual’s responsible for the continuous manufacture and sale of harmful things(goods) to claim that responsibility.

Another problem I have, is my limited ability to communicate myself as is, in person to person situations. Fibromyalgia aline creates speech problems, combine that with anxiety and…get the picture? Add the multi beings in me, asexuality and too many questions from those not understanding the workings of me, well if only they weren’t ignoring the very important parts to me, of my being..

The questions like, ‘yeah we know you’re in pain but…you must .. that you’re unable is also ignored….pauses long or brief… ‘do you understand you must first this or that?’ Often spoken loudly or as though to a toddler and worse, angrily as though I should be able to pretend for their sake and limited understandings that I can do their able bodied ways…not even fully wheelchair accessible …yet. . Which usually means pretending I am not being disabled, I am unable to do that…or the old old, ‘only coping with pain’ they’ve had toothache, headache, knee ache, back ache, period pains etc. Mmm me too all those and more. But also the need to ignore(impossible) a shed load of other symptom inflaming situations to try and cope with. . Blah blah blah …. Justice anyone?

Of course I understand the MP did not make the pre-existing laws, nor all those made new or contradictory and so, more complex, by the Parliamentary oppositions. Oh dear here we go, the addition of needless extra extra complications, none nor all combined, properly understood in full. Try it, ask a Parliamentarian to give you full explanation of one of the laws in debate there. Ask also why there is even a need to debate what wrong is? We all know what wrong is, we also know many of us do wrong.

So, as is, Parliament cannot prepare an entire population for injustices they either concur with or oppose .. not to dwell on .. new ones. But I do believe she(the MP) found an interest, used her own observational skills and belief in her ability to add to or change things as were during her childhood. By studying and using laws…eventually…during her lifetime. Which was accommodated up to her qualifications in the field of law. She has not claimed a disability publicly. So in my opinion was advantaged. I am aware she fights, through the ‘justice system’ (ahem) for disability rights.

I must be like a complete shock to her and ‘the’ system. Well news flash, my disabilities, mental and physical, are a shock to my system on a daily basis even though I accept I have them, they still, on daily basis, shock my body .. the painfully unpredictable-it’s complicated, not possibly simplified quickly. The fact that all are combined in one body which to date has not been accommodated, is also a shock. I do have no choice but to ‘cope’ with them all. At the very least, after all these years, I expected recognition of the fact that my body and mind are by comparison and definition, to date considered by authorities as ill. They are complicated and shock of shocks, yes, all are combined in one…me. Alas that honest recognition by those with several qualifications and unreasonable demands on me, has not yet been done. How would they accept it(I have to make the effort to manage and/or cope or not, by myself, all of them combined and individually, every day) if they do not recognise that they must make ‘efforts’ to understand it in order to accommodate it? Seems a touch hypocritical to me. That it is expected and demanded that I must make efforts, but, they decline to do so even though bound by laws. Justice queues…sound familiar?

Yeah but, all disabilities and unlawfulness aside….eyebrow raised…

Altruism is not only complex it is intricate. I was not formally educated to ‘think’ my own thoughts. I already thought those, especially when by myself and not being bullied.

It was attempted during the short education years I endured, to distract me from my own thoughts and questions about the world as was then. Ignored was my place in this world.

I always was an altruist. However, comes the time I must also accept all the rest of my own being. I have been forced to recognise and accept those in order to quietly as possible(yep a 1950’s thing) manage and cope with them altruistically. Which all should have been accommodated by educators as ‘how to develop’ the best of me I possibly can with educators help and family support, during school years. Neither was delivered. Nothing to do about that then or now.

So, that time is now. Aged bloody 65 not 5. I don’t have my whole life ahead of me any more. No one can guess what life I have left. Funnily enough, getting justice for myself will also get justice for many others. Bonus to my own self’s being, happily comfortable if puzzled, with truly being, labelled an altruistic asexual.

Hmm, getting justice in England….hahahahahaha

Laughing not laughing. But the irony. Law, justice, England.

Here’s hoping there are, now in place, law abiding citizens with respect of their own, paid for, responsibility and the dedication to help and support the law which says they must accommodate my actual needs. Which complexly, do not fit into their simplified boxes. Many claim they must, indeed take wage and/or salary to do so. Instead they have have reasoned, amongst themselves, that I and my needs can be simplified…justice? Education…programming. Onwards to the rest of my day, managing my illnesses. My all of me. Yes, I agree with many that I have uncommon strength and determination but I also have a lot else plus those Physical and mental health ill symptoms which by the way, are incurable…all…combined…to date. Yes.

I do understand that there are many much worse off than me. I also understand that there are many much better off than me.

TTFN.

A socialist and an altruist understand the realities surrounding the basic human right to have not just their own, but all human beings’ basic human needs met. That, in these evolved times of 2020, not just the ‘concept’ of basic human needs but the practice of meeting them is possible and, has been done without any signs of such poverty caused to the capitalist.

The altruist and socialist with their basic needs earned. Usually by way of manually labouring long hours and many under harsh conditions, because they are able bodied, or disabled with capabilities to earn, by way of concentration on any work they can do, hopefully beside and/or serving their practices of Altruism or Socialism. They each and all , often in their spare time, try to help those without basic human needs. They know it is certainly possible, in these UK countries of great wealth and pre-established laws for enabling and organising such. Those laws made only after much sufferings of many of their predecessors. By humane beings with generous hearts and, minds of clarity about that. Except, that today there are monied capitalists chipping away at those laws pre-established, even though they have more than plenty for themselves, their children and grandchildren plus a few more generations to boot. Obscene amounts of money that many of them have and often allegedly, unlawfully hide away abroad from the reach of the UK tax collectors.

The two types, altruists and socialists, are more often than not, united in the generous hearted and minded causes to meet the needs of those without basic human needs. Not only in countries of great wealth, but also abroad. They’ve been publicly known to form or join clubs and groups, indeed, gather and win seats in political arenas. All in order to establish the supply and proper distribution of basic human needs, for themselves and those without such things that are more than important to human development, they are vital. Sadly there are many corrupting the orderly and proper distribution of wealth gathered for that purpose. Going about as though they are not wrong to do so. Shamelessly so.

Capitalists are publicly known to take basic needs for granted and appear to think themselves above ‘earning’ anything as simple as their own basic needs. They can though, be heard to decry that their capitalistic bents are true as their basic human need. That, though in general, we can clearly see, they have servants fulfilling theirs. Caterers, cleaners, clothiers, farmers, launderers, sanitary water ensurers, mothers, wives, lovers etc. All those apparently beneath capitalists. Who continuously take them all for granted but, at the same time ‘need’ them and often are heard or seen to be cruelly using them. Sometimes in exchange for the monies capitalists are addicted to. But never paying them fairly or enough. Which many are expected to be more satisfied than a capitalist would be, by the money capitalists order them worth, if any. That in order to establish themselves(capitalists) in the ‘money markets’ as superior in money. Giving them the delusion that they are superior in all things. That, due to their ‘money market’ successes. They too, often join clubs or groups that exclude those not holding as much monied benefits as themselves but are served by them. What they discuss or order therein is held secret by and to, only them. They too have members or fellows who desire to corrupt.

Meanwhile the people servicing the ‘capitalists’ self serving desires, are scrabbling around trying to get their own basic needs themselves or, finding their way around the established service points . That for shame, has often been heard to amuse many corrupt of mind and heart, capitalists.

Those considered way way beneath the capitalist mind-settings, are finding themselves beholden to the whims of the monied, and their pre-established, exclusive clubs, groups and money markets. Which basically are from a gambling den of stone-hearted beings, devoid of any mental capacity that is not in the shark infested waters of the money markets. Those markets swallow up the caterers, cleaners, clothiers, farmers, launderers, mothers, wives, lovers & money market failures etc. Who find out too late that they are now slaves to the people addicted to money, all it has purchased them and, the mindless addictions to gambling in the money markets. That as demanded by, officially employed or unemployed, stone hearted capitalist money market gambling addicted, money addicted inhumane humans.

Unemployment for the ‘ordinary’ working person, being ‘catered’ for by said capitalists who also take over whole countries and make decisions about basic needs to serve only them. Who are not for the ordinary now unemployed person at all, in fact treating those as if they are a vile stench under their noses. Also that same lot, in great money gained positions, are in no way experienced about being an ordinary working person, never mind those now finding themselves unemployed. Most monied capitalists having inherited their paternal or maternal parents’ assets, monies and cruel habits. So indeed are certainly not, ‘qualified’ by established capitalist schooling, to make such important decisions or arrangements for the ordinary working person. That monied Capitalist’s only fear is losing their unmanageable by their own selves, huge estates and hoards of money, plus collections of things they do not even dust. Many relying on agents to make collection purchases. Probably too busy of minds, set on gambling and arranging money market bets. Most I met and worked for were quick to irritability if not anger.

I’m a mindful Altruist, with a working person’s aim to be independent of others for my money, by way of my own labour in exchange for that. Not the simplest thing when born with a debilitating and intermittently disabling, ‘invisible’ illness and, too early in life traumatised resulting in what is today known as ill mental health. Which is generally accepted in this troubled UK, as another reason to be labelled disabled.

Born into this entire mess, as are we all, without exception that I’ve heard of. That mess pre-existing Capitalists with too much money, seemingly invented and invested in solely for their own amusement. Having become bored with their pampered existences much of which involved barbaric cruelty. Added to today by their descendants, with repetitive but modernised methodologies known only to them the reasons for making the same mistakes as their ancestors leading populations to kill, to maim, to war…for making them more money and their other whatever’s. Still cruel and unwilling to work at their own chores.

I discover, during my latter years, that there is another label for me, joining all the others. It is ‘Socialist’ because I have a socialist heart and the moral principles of a socialist about workers. Principles of socialism, there’s another thing capitalists differ with me about, principles. I already believed all that is alive, has the right to be alive, whether or not I agree with their living habits or ways, which apparently puts me under the label altruist(those labels keep multiplying). Whether I like living beings or not, my heart loves them. I was born with that heart, a love of all life. I’ve learnt to separate like and love. Those I love often doing things I neither like nor approve of or, think of as reasonable.

I’ve served by way of my work, since 15 years old. Albeit intermittently according to my physical, not mental, ill health. My mental ill health totally ignored by everyone until very recently. I contributed to that by not revealing it. Programmed to do so. I laboured hard, not using my hobbies to earn money as I wasn’t educated well enough to read and write well, not to dwell on talk well… I loved, since very young, drawing & painting pictures of views in my mind, not necessarily of the Earth. And I loved, so much, creating unusual sculptures from clay or other bits and bobs. I did well at those in school but that too went unrecognised by those important to me and my development. I also, since very young, loved writing poetically. My education was equipped only for the able of mind and body, which of course, excluded me. One of my sisters recently responded to my request for help with punctuation, grammar and ‘flow’. I am practising, while I attempt to gain therapeutic benefit from my writings.

Anyhow, from a young underdeveloped 15 year old, I found myself labouring in exchange for little monies, to pay my bills and for my ways. Doing so at tasks capitalists, shy of an honest days work, do not like doing. Looking after their children, cleaning their bodies, clothes, dishes and, huge places they call homes, often with more than one. Which many a worker, including myself before injury while at work, does not understand the need for as we who are able, do our own. I also did well as a GPO telephonist, branching out as a telephonist/receptionist/typist. But eventually due to circumstances way out of my control, returned to the servitude methods of earning my money, until injury added to pre-existing disability’s.

We, the disabled, myself and others I’ve encountered, prefer to be educated well in ‘basic’ and other skills, so that we are placed as equals not lesser beings, in the work place. Accommodating whatever needs we have during our education and work years. As state or private education is compulsory, it surely must serve us equally, instead of taking advantage of, those forcibly made unequal, for whatever reason or purpose. Making us to serve all menial tasks capitalists choose not to do, in favour of gambling or being employed for the fields only found in the outrageously over indulged, money markets. Were we disabled people educated properly and, in the UK, lawfully, Capitalists would have to do their own menial chores.

Those of us among the UK population, disabled or not, of ‘work to earn our keep’ mindsets, mostly just want to drink sustainably clean water, have a sustainable home we can clean and otherwise manage ourselves and, be able to buy sustainable food and clothing, adding a few, sustainably sourced, out of the workplace, hobby whims of our own. Expecting the fairly priced, service and provision of our amenities, including the cleansing of sewage, which in my opinion should be the highest paid work, among all amenity service workers. And to be able to afford entertainment we enjoy relaxing to after work. For me it was comedy, believably acted drama, music and equipment for my artistic hobbies and to exercise in fresh, hopefully clean, air. That, while enjoying the odd holiday away, when financially possible, to enjoy the fantastic scenery found in these British Isles or abroad. I say this because I’ve met, encountered many people who feel similarly. Often enjoying competitive sports too. Whilst gently tending to our children without wanting threat or actuality of any unlawful practices or the behaviour leading to crimes that harm us and our children’s development. Which we’re supposed, by laws and law upholding forces, to be protected from but, find that we are not. I’d prefer governments who deliver these things, as a thank you to the population for paying our taxes.

Don’t get me started on how I believe that the capitalists have effected religions to suit their avaricious desires….maybe I have already…my hobby’s now turned to therapeutic writing due to illnesses and injuries both mental and physical that forced me out of the workplace. Sharing my efforts freely, whether others want to read them or not and, I’ll add here that I believe caring well is not a crime. Nor should it ever be deemed as such.

There are many potential capitalists, going about pretending they are entitled to lay claims that they have basic human needs to keep being avaricious. They often leave out the term ‘basic’ but then place themselves in the category of those trying to access any and all benefits established for those with actual basic human needs. The capitalist does it in order to purchase things considered by most humans as luxuries. Certainly not a ‘basic’ human need like clean water food and clothing are.

Many humans, like us in the UK, caused much harm internally and abroad, unwittingly, that ignorant mind set was established before we were born. We altruists and socialists are mostly making amends, teaching each other the many lessons we should have been taught in school about those wrongs. Instead amongst ourselves, forging ahead with demands on governments by petitions, to go in the directions that make all humans able to at the very least, eat sustainable foods, drink clean water and, buy sustainable clothing. Also, sadly today we need to petition our government to stop assisting those who consistently make money by ruining this very planet we live on. That without any displayed shame.

Cheerio all and ‘laters’ friends in altruism and socialism, may our battles be lessened and the lives of those in need be improved….Bear hugs no claws for all with better living standards for all in mind. Whether or not we anger or baffle each other.🤗

PS: See any UK politician’s and Lord+Lady’s lifestyle and expense account for an example of those claiming for more. The capitalists who’re pretending that their claims are for them to meet their basic human needs. Which funds they take from monies paid, by and for public fund pools made available if not ready, for the use of meeting the costs of all proper and law abiding public services. That to meet the basic human needs of ordinary working people here in the UK or, abroad of recent and historic harm caused by those bulldozing their people and lands. Of course corruption is unacceptable and those corrupting, should be brought to justice and re-educated about that, if not shamed.

How can we, each of us, contribute to the cessation of any or all types, of sexual impositions?

Today and throughout our history, UK children and children in many other Countries, not just Western, are expected to grow into young, and not young adults, desiring sex.

Are they being forcibly programmed by those societies? Before, during and after their formal education?

Does the UK curriculum even address the concept of asexuality in its ‘sex education’ programs? Do any other Countries?

Why are asexual identities considered ‘abnormal’ in societies and as such, disbelieved? Does that disbelief enable only sexually desiring mind-sets, from a very young age?

Do you contribute to denying asexuality even exists in any other? Perhaps by introducing the idea that another might like you as, or, your choice of, a sex partner for them?

If so, do you give them reasonable time, one month uninterrupted, by any external sex desiring concepts, of sober thought, to consider those options?

Do those considered to be, or declaring themselves to be lonely, truly desire sex? Have they even honestly, without outside influences, questioned that?

Is asexuality considered as unreasonable by you? If so why? Why do you consider such a concept in another, as must not be, to suit your mind-set or will?

Has your reasoning ever included the concept that another might be asexual, but has hidden that fact to avoid ridicule or exclusion?

‘Emmerdale’ the UK soap, is the only main stream UK TV program to even introduce the concept of asexuality into it’s scripts. Do you consider that abnormal or acceptable? Why?

Asexuality is treated in Society like it is an incident that passed, or passes. Rather than a life long reality. As though, as has been done to many asexuals, asexuality can be, ‘persuaded’ out of a person, particularly females. Leading to more sexual impositions. Which present in their life as traumatic and cause anxieties for so many.

This is not to dwell too long on the actuality that is a serious violation, a very serious sexual imposition. But to consider that rape, as with the sexually desiring must stop for all.

To also consider that it happens just the same to the asexual, who’s no’s were never considered as true so, rape to the asexual is yet another inconsiderate, sexually imposing and invasive incident. Some more violent than others.

What other asexual ways can be introduced into fictional or non fictional presentations that normalise asexuality and the persons, any gender, with that heartfelt desire not to have sex, if not yet the strength to convey that mind set? That without forcing asexuality onto any persons such as sexuality has been? But introducing it as a norm for some, if not the majority. To be accepted as true.

How to do so without making those living with an asexual mind set, a target for those wanting a ‘challenge’ to do sex with?

Questions for discussions:

“What education programs together with, families, social media and MSM assistances can be brought about to encourage the freedoms that help all children to develop their inner personalities & strengths to set and convey any mind set they may have that is not sexually imposing? That, without using any sexually inspired influences or words.”

“Shall the formal and publicly widespread, introduction of asexuality as another ‘normal’ eventually help with the global cessation of sexual impositions?”

Had the shirkers met the shakers

Perhaps they wouldn’t be

As averse to work as they are.

Be that in labour, study or parenting.

All take discipline, concentration

And dedication to style.

Style and grace, not about only face, fact

Or figure, but about more to consider.

Someone I met, years ago, asked me about, after the world ends. I had not yet revealed my unusual priest hood. Honestly? The full details of it were somewhere in my brain but not at the forefront. I could, still can, answer one question at a time person to person. Some answers are longer than others and take much time to tell. Others are very brief but get questioned. I have it all in my mind, heart and soul. That, because it’s in my brain or visa versa, I’m sure of which, but others are not, so they keep questioning how can I be sure. I say, ‘I just am.’ End of for me. If not them, I do not encourage further debate, dispute or doubt. I am me after all.

So anyway, this female person asked me about what happens after the Messiah returns and about when that period is done. Where do people go or be? Easy really, it is written, but she wasn’t sure if she’d be allowed to continue living, or how. She’d skipped or skimmed through the Bible books, unlike myself who’s studied them with Spirit rather than man. Spirit does not get caught up in the avaricious pursuits and temptations that man has thrust in his face on a daily basis…I told her about this darling old place, Earth still being in use, full of dogs and witches, with persons and beings coming and going as they desire. The H E A V E N L Y gates and old Peter there, to make sure they’re ok. The gates of pure energy, to cleanse them of any dirt they may have picked up while here. Of course if they’re not on the list, back they go to being born and doing it over without full and forefront memory. In order to give them a new start. A new experience, see how they do. Not exactly the new Earth existence and experience but this old love, more of, well worn and, still in need of repair🙄

As are we all when we choose to remember. One great thing, the devil burns and is without influence for ever and then again. The sun shines brightly on. Witches using their knowledge to heal and such like. Of both types so beware. Dogs accompanying whoever they’ve business unfinished or new as now. She was more than happy with that for her, as she preferred to study particular ‘bits’ of Earth, shells for example, and ancient dark matter. She’d met, in Spirit, quite a few beings that she was happy with, to allow them to influence her. Many of her books to read or refer to, were too ‘dark’ in content for my taste. She wasn’t asking me for my opinion about her judgement. She felt comfortable with what she knew about that. She did know about the ‘rod of iron’ that keeps the Earth’s in order. It wasn’t that we spoke about it, it was a knowing. Maybe I got that wrong. You see, being a court official of The Judge known here as G O D, can be complex, being the daughter of that same is challenging. Yeeeerrrs. Question that all you like, I don’t care. I probably won’t answer. Personally I think you’d be better questioning your self.

I’m still, many years after being aware I’m not just the daughter born elsewhere and now here chosen but also, working my chosen tasks, unravelling my own path. My own path…..which is not only mine but also that of the Arch Angel METATRON. We were matched by G O D from my birth. I had the choice whether or not to comply or stay single on my own place of birth until called for yet another task. M, I call him M, is very much older that me but I suppose that’s OK or it wouldn’t be. We’re still settling things about being together…well I’m still doing that, he’s seen a lot more than I have. Except being as one with me. Let’s be honest, that is not easy at first and I do not wish to be bored at any time. Neither, he tells me, does he.

There’s a lot I don’t know. A lot. And those who do are revealing as and when necessary for my path. Gotta say, sometimes, I get so mad, so mad, it’s like my brain explodes. When that happens, I experience anger but peace and love, is greater than anger. I settle my own anger or rage depending on a lot of peaceful love existing in and for me. So that’s good unless, other human people need answering or a helping hand with their paths. Not wise to ask any question of an angry person during their rage. Not sensible at all. Nor is it wise to goad, poke and prod anyone to anger, including me.

M.R.A.S.2020

Saturday 3rd October 2020

To all, about one love. including those of the churches.

With one Love, this…………….

That fellow Jesus, The Messiah. “Or is he?” I hear some feeling and asking that question . loud or quiet, whispering inside their hearts and minds of doubt, unlike where We to and fro. There is no doubt there. But here, round and round. The fact is, he isn’t here to answer it or is he. “Is he here instructing people to war amongst themselves?” Unlikely given his wording about all shall see him arrive, in a book of the Bible. Also it is believed, his words. He is due to collect his bride, given the predicted signs here. Add the prior to that, unseen before now, words of his bride. The bride uses We scribes and trusted WordSmiths, as fair and true record because they’re in to and from the INNER CHAMBERS OF G O D We as SHE do be Trusted. Now and as then.

The answer to the question asking is he the devil, and other related unanswered before questions, my dear friends, is not on our list of immediate concerns, directives, priorities or remits. It is not the first nor the last question or answer. It is not a current necessary answer, nor indeed of any help. What with the current condition of this globe. About that it is in more than one devastating crises being ignored by way too many that soon, unless rapid attitude and mind-set changes, followed swiftly by actions not-wrong directions. Otherwise it shall be completely obliterated by T H E H O L Y S P I R I T . To put it out of it’s misery. This only by the directive of G O D. Not man! That, according to all those men, women, children, animal plants, and every other living being . being threatened with or actually being forced barbarically into, mercilessly cruel deaths. Of one type or another, by one way or another un G O D like. Anyone male, female, young or old and in between, observant beyond their nose and/or country or exploring practical and practiced sciences, knows it is heading that way. Not by any order but by disorder. Because man and woman desire what now? Too ‘busy’. After what?

Of course the ‘money addicts’, prowl, snarl, grind their teeth, kill and manipulate. Truly a bigger problem and puzzle to complete successfully. Than,is The Messiah true Love or not. Most cannot contemplate his type of lob. Many are able but unwilling . And We who love well, vote for creatively thought out clearly, instead of in deadly manner. One day We equals, shall all see much more clearly. That is already quite clear, from Our Own Trojan view.

Until then we must be vigilant about THE TEN COMMANDMENTS. Those breaking them are it seems, openly taunting more than one of those. Seemingly in league with the devil, either by addiction to all he offers, slavery, servitude, or worse voluntarily.. We deduce that because it is. Our aim is set, on killing the devil alive in these times and, no longer making himself merry by sacrificing the Messiah’s feelings and words of the Messiah’s bride, again and again. Not only that, ending his idea of sacrifices . no sacrifice are his is, are permitted by any of ours in that manner. No.

Too many among peoples unknown as such by us, to date but, presented as the devil or his followers. People of churches are causing mayhem by practising ceremonies that teach nothing but the fears, guilt and history of others, causing tears… Leaving that outside their churches. While dictating, misleading, confusion, and is contradictions to lives of those in the seats and aisles. There are few, truly meek. Many certainly not even a fingertip as mild as, he without further blemish to his body. Who was and is, according to the History of Eternity anywhere. eternity, what a thing.

And here. . . We are . existing now, another foundation stone with ground set firmly alive and, in that place of wonders every day. Seeing more than enough of both the planet and the other places and people only We seem to hear. Yes our ‘cup’ is more than full. Both in equal measure. Man and Woman united, presented as one. That for show of the one-ness of love and life, elsewhere and beyond there.

Here, too many men are placing and presenting themselves above women as though they alone invented them as and for possessions. That . when there is absolutely no evidence or science to that effect. What a lie. What a devastating lie to themselves and to women. Terribly sad. Horribly effective. But, not a true way. We are living proof of that.

Why would men believe they alone invented anything as marvellous as a woman or indeed a man? And that for the pleasures of man alone . while men do not make pleasurable anything much to speak of inside or outside the tent flap or other place of residence. Leaving other men out on the streets. Oh yes, women and their children too. Blasphemous! To be forgiven when ceased.

Even the Messiah’s neighbourhood is unknown to him. men openly dictating women must have no feelings about their own pleasures or man’s! Absurdly assumptive. too many are threatened to be killed one way or another, without even securing accessible, secure places and understandings of and for their or any other, women and children, of any appearance or ability, to begin with. Another completely nonsensical, without creative notion, non functioning idealism, exclusive to male elements in more than one society. Yet there is talk of soul-mates.

Exclusivity is not the style or pleasure of the Messiah. Nor G O D . No. As for their words. Men have consistently ignored them. No argument. They’ve encouraged war. and other no converse about feminine truths. Instead orders with no borders of an substance well.

Man’s Earth is not a place fit for any Messiah to piss on, let alone enjoy a sustainable, easily obtainable, slice of bread or a clear, and refreshing glass of water, without poisonous content . Anywhere he chooses . At the moment he continues to visit friends here and there in Spirit of Love returned. Ruth and I would prefer a wedding surprise when he arrives, and yes, it will be soon. It is written and not contended by hearts in churches. But, outside churches, there is much desire for other endings in hearts of love. She and I united with a desire for true peace in order that his marriage be celebrated by all, without even a brawl. We envisage every man woman and child, stepping out of the written, into a unity, having all worked harmoniously together to equal up and make well, all of the planet, and shouting, “SURPRISE!” As he arrives.

Would it not be preferable for all to enjoy a great wedding and then decide whether or not he is the devil? Because he stands before us all. Each able to Dress well . Sustainably. Invest in using or supplying, the free of stress for life organic and, the sustainable. Investing elsewhere, everywhere, in lives.

There is time.

Raise your standards too.

Sincerely with love

❤️😊=METATRON (he lives to teach as well)and….RUTH=1😊❤️2020-UK-October.

MEET A Trojan of G O D. METATRON & His Intended. The Male Scribe and The Female WordSmith. Male and Female High Priests forever also found in ‘Melchizedek’ however spelt or approached correctly.

They are, by HEAVENS-PERMISSION as ONE for G O D . Yes.

The Scribe and The WordSmith united and now:

“All musings need a muse. My muse is prolific,

Beatific, fantastic, magnific, salvific, specific.

There is no horrific in my muse terrific.

Besides and insides,

we will never go backwards.

In any part of our forwards”~M&R. 2020

Yes.

There are a lot of individuals in the parts of . THE INNER CHAMBERS OF HEAVEN, that I feel, hear and see. ALL telling and showing me that I originate in/from there and have naturally, always considered me as one of them..because apparently I am. Always have been now I come to think of it. No argument because others without that mind, have not read seen or felt that . or . or, do not agree with the truth of matters Heaven & Earth for me.. That alone, took me quite a bit of getting used to . almost an entire life of interruptions sometimes bothersome, often accepted without objection because of, O U R-L O V E. That, among all the personal experiences I had/have in my own memory that, is shared with THEIRS. A lot in my mind’s eye views and THEIRS marry up…

…However, to devil the hunt, bear in mind he is only “one little-small man” and in my time on this Earth, what with all the takers and leavers, the laughers and criers here… All actually believing theirs is the only important matter or cause to love. When that, is quite clearly not the case. not just to me but to ALL, each and every ONE . I know of, in or from that H O L Y place I certainly am part of. no doubt or arguments there from my FRIENDS in THE INNER CHAMBERS OF THE HEAVENS. Just . Affirmation, information, memories, help and support.

It is only obvious to a few here and ALL THERE . that people must now choose; between money addiction or not money addiction. Only then can the ‘not money addicted’ teach the money addicted how to recover well, without any more deaths . that . money addicts are most certainly directly by addiction to, responsible for all addicted to what money can buy, from weapons, to the damaged by them and the unsustainable, food and clothing, fancy or not. Which way too many, are of course, like all addicts, in denial about. Those closest to the the biggest addicts, running around to serve or slave for them, for money or *fame* and all it can buy them .. a tad like headless chickens headed by headless and overly manic cocks. Add to that the hunting’s for, or being hunted for, autographs. Aided by people in MSM and Social media.

All that?! ….. instead of publicity for and about the hunting for the devill causing all the problems.

I’d prefer an open devil hunt, factual, including the very serious, on & in MSM types of entertainment and unity. With added in much funnier entertainers and entertainments, myself. Wherever that is, often found only on my Timeline, controlled for such, to protect me from any more big smelly 💩 ing addicted, smelly 💩ers. I am honestly, very grateful to those with such strong strong of strong stomachs about all the 💩. That while thoughtfully keeping me protected, because my disabilities do make me vulnerable because no United devil hunt. They of strong strong of strong stomachs, also keep me posted about the big 💩 and big 💩ers. In a most amusing, interesting or serious or not way, actually. Many of those openly and in beliefs for Earthly only, fair play to them for accepting I do have ‘other belief’s’ as part of my personality, as much as my Earthly ones United with theirs. Wonderful people with strong strong of strong stomach. All very good devil & his, hunters. My job, with helpers is to help find and kill the only bastard on Earth We recognise as that, commonly named or known as, the devil and then, or before then, teach those he’s adulterated and bastardised. Because my own ‘yes about that’ that is, I can, am only able, to do my own part in the hunt.

There are too many representatives for money addicts with those, purposefully recruited, into the devil’s playground on MSM and in other ‘popular’ platforms of Social media. Stirring not clearing the 💩 in order to get money. Bastardised by the devil.

Not enough plain speaking of honest origins allowed in any popularised by addicts of money and all it can buy, places! Ghastly states of affairs. In my on opinion. Utilising my own, with gratitude, Freedom of Speech.😊❤️👍😊

Meanwhile…religions and the religious keep ignoring the devil hunt … why? is it because he controls them all? I sincerely hope not, for their own sakes.

Yes.

P.S. the devil is trying it’s best to stay in front of the Jesus and all his followers. By my observations and reckoning. Too many of his followers are cowering, trembling at their knees, in fear, where they are told not to fear but do anyway🙄

R.A.S. 2020

From the 65 year old, chronically ill me. On the front line of an overstretched and crowded area of London. Being chronically ill puts pressure on top of enduring not just the facts about COVID. Making headway in some communications about living here with more than one chronic illness, but not in other areas.. Also more than happy I’m still alive and still able to be living in my flat with my dog in this area of the bonkers crazy England UK. Extremely grateful for British Benefits system, which I did contribute to when I was more able to work and pay my taxes and other costs, when I was able. I do pay, I noticed, massive amounts of VAT. Except on disability aids I need. I’m still with an idea that I might be able to work at something, within the system of taxpayers not tax dodgers. Despite physical, mental and medical evidence to the contrary. Yes.

The Splat Sandcock soundalike said, “We have capacity” in yet another, white noise, brain bleached speech he gave. A lot of people heard him, soon after, if not immediately.

He lied. Again. Which is common practice from UK Parliament.

We’re running on rationed English state benefits and housing. the queues are long. the attitudes of those who push in are ‘bullish’ to the point of bullying, lying and other wrongs. They’re found among some waiting, some cheating, others getting bumped and bullied by those cheats in the system. Plus, now, some private company bosses who want somehow to profit from we, who are not lying or cheating. We keep getting caught up in the prove yourself to every agency dealing with those. More than once. When we’ve done that more than once. None seem to believe the records of another.

There is a great deal of wrong, considered justified, hot-headed ness. The temporary accommodation here is ignored by British Standards, the lack of proper monitoring is rife. I don’t believe all housing owned by the state and private landlords meet those ‘standards’ either. I was brought up with those standards and the mood changing pains of two of the disabilities I have, Fibromyalgia/dyslexia being two of them, I aimed to and achieved abiding by and relying on British Standards. They do not discriminate between able and not able bodied or mindedness.. They, at least, were something reliable and dependable. I even worked in their telephone rooms, on their switchboard during my years as a telephonist temping. I often wonder where those have gone. Does anyone, even voluntarily, keep to them any more? Seems, sadly not. They seem to have completely disappeared. I grieve for those long fought for standards. They were not racist or culture favouring. They were standards . to be admired . in my opinion.

This UK, is not of the Media nor the glamourised in films perfect spies Uk. I’m living observantly in England, I should know.

State housing stock suffers too much, by the ignorance of, ‘ignore those, they’re from bleach brains!’🤯many homes would be available but because British Standard maintenances were ignored, they fall apart. Managers of every skin colour keep that wrong up. All the while, new and not new to our country cultures, are still in question, sill unbalanced, still arguing the toss while ignoring where their coin lands… That … since way way back when the British, ‘Different Culture’-ing. began…in the English country first where coastlines were invaded. Hold on, every coastline has been invaded…by one big nasty egotistical leader or another. Oh look it’s still happening and for whose sake? Not ours, not any G O D I’ve grown to know either, that’s for guaranteed sure.

The cost of private rentals depends where you are put. Usually higher than most workers can afford, then live the lives they are blessed with owning. When they try to find a place on the state housing lists, on top of demanding lifestyles set out for them by whichever way the winds of Parliament decide to blow their foul odours. Too many are finding that those lists are very long and very unfair. Putting new comers ahead of existing citizens which creates a great deal of unrest, naturally it’s called ‘pushing in’ where we lived and live!. . The irony of that is, those complaining rightly, that UK rules did their ancestors and members of their immediate family, deadly, barbaric, arrogantly wrong, are now discovering they are still, being, alongside us already here by “lesser” according to the arrogant, birth or not, are all like them, harmed by UK rulers…for the money addicted….

Getting shared accommodation suiting personalities is hard. There’s sparse tolerance about or ability to, process the tight budgets here, in the poorer quarters of England which are ignored, most of the time, and left to get on with quite a lot of unlawful behaviour. The police, whose numbers have been cut, seem to do their best, given the massive problems created by Parliaments that keep changing. Then when in enough seats, one over paid group or another, changes the regulations and established systems, whether functioning well or not. Nowadays, without any notice or public consultation. That changed only to suit whatever frame of mind is decided by Parliament. Add to that, adverstisements, yes, telling vulnerable minds what they *should* have in order to *fit* themselves into Parliamentary planning. All that, without British Standards!?!

GET ON THE NAUGHTY STEP!

Employment is unfair on the worker. Insecure too. That has been happening since before the Pandemic. This Country is not promoting or providing or helping it’s workforce feel the same security as it’s Parliamentary seat holders.

That harsh setting is incredibly costly, seemingly random, but aimed, during the Pandemic, at the newcomers, the elderly and those considered infirm and vulnerable. Who’re suffering already and struggling every day. Many don’t understand the unspecified acceptable profiles. I made it my business to try and understand how the people who run the state system I rely on, want me to communicate my already repeated and confirmed state of health and physical needs to them. Which keep getting worse, degenerating at a less sedate manner than when I was younger. I love being alive though. I have a cheerful mind and heart, no matter what my physical condition is. My inner strength comes and goes, to and from the fore. It seems futile even trying because the system, it’s staff and procedures keep changing. The difficulty is, I need the help but do not want it. Stuck in an ever unnecessary test of Parliament who trust none. When they, their own selves, cannot be trusted because they too are not trustworthy. Are indeed unreliable, to the core…

Which is very confusing for me who cannot be reliable because of physical ills that are, mind affecting any effecting I could do. All that alongside if not directly beside, others with formally diagnosed illnesses. Others, with worse than me situations, they too are struggling to comprehend, given the loud and overpowering noises able bodied people make, about how fuck off superior they believe they are! I question, if others are superior because of their able bodies, educated in one or other field of knowledge, why make as though ignorant and unable?

Why behave as though having a bleached brain is a good thing? Why not look at the maps, ready and waiting quietly or not, further in those brains, neither affected by nor effecting any one or thing….yet.

Serious problem because a lot of different skin toned people, from not light to light skin, I’ve noticed, because it is apparent, have bleached brains and have settled idly into them for ease of life, while complaining about the effect bleached brains have on they and theirs! I can spot bleached brains easily because I had, have one. Born with it. Discovered the light on the maps further in my brain, which are not warped by anyone else, on this planet, ‘s bottle of bleach! Not many appear to do the same as me. Instead, they decide to follow the options, not real or true choices, on maps those bleach brain following authorities make with their bleached ness and their bleach bottles!

I’m never seen as the healthy, young or able bodied person others expect of me. Not one day of my life. Instead the translating of me, by able minds, warped into a commonly used and wrongly accepted ‘slur’ on and in society. When honestly, I only consider myself honest, more so than a lot, a lot of able bodied people, who blatantly appear to consider themselves able minded but keep ignoring the, inclusion of all clauses, in humanity’s vast numbers that, seriously cannot, in any clear conscience, be ignored any more! Not if you want the books and the planet to balance.

I loath needing any type of extra to ‘normal’ help. It is no daily pleasure knowing I cannot work. Especially more since the Pandemic. Where my instinct is to run for the hills which offer no solace to the disabled. Wealth is considered only in monetary form. Any other type is ignored, unless it’s from a relative or related to a favoured body. All pay the cost of living here with money or with their well being if not their life..

..Nothing was ever free here, except languages of the English, Irish, Welsh and Scottish. Even those charge money to learn them properly. If you don’t catch on by living there.

It has always been ‘intricately’ difficult to live in the UK and watch, from a disabled position. Being unable to communicate because traumatised when very young and then afterwards…every day, some other shocking or traumatising, to me, thing. All without long enough to recover from the first…with my debilitating conditions…horrendous, clear memories kept and still keep, butting in and disturbing any equilibrium I have. The fact that horrible people keep taking advantage of my kindnesses add to my problems of loving but not understanding, everyone I meet, abusive or not. but . I have a lot of live for, being my cheerful self for one. That feels a need to express itself by helping everyone who comes into my home. It is not possible but it keeps happening, and, I strongly, really strongly, want everyone and everything to get better here, enabling us all to stop and really relax for more than a day off from the hullabaloo’s and really hard struggles..

Much effort is needed to ‘get’ anything done by British Standards. Cries of ‘racist!’ occur the minute one even says British, people get weird.. everybody is not making the necessary efforts needed here at all. There is true and loving generosity in places, in pockets that are getting bigger. In other places that generosity is being withdrawn loudly and often, reported in media much more than harshly. Even pre-pandemic. That due to intolerance, lack of true capacity to accommodate without denying the existing citizens, by adding more citizens. Which results in wider spreading desperation, paranoia and lack of telling or reading even partially, never mind the full truth, about every honest and dishonest issue here in the UK.. There are obviously too many issues and an incompetent Parliamentary system in a generally ‘braggart’ country that desperately needs more proficient, for efficiency, not less administrative staff and, we seriously need; better educated and mature speaking Parliamentary members, reducing their inefficient established numbers, pro-actively. Would help for starters. In my opinion.

The UK population is 63million+ plus and growing. It frightens those being neglected to further adversities, in crammed to busting areas of any skin tone. It is a lot to cater for. This particular Parliament keep telling the population to tighten it’s belts while they loosen their own personal ones, in public.

Of course, because we still have and cherish free speech, there’s many opinions and questions yet to be acknowledged, answered and recognised as true. The will not to bend to fit the lies, is failing many bent to fit those lies and liars already. In this Nation we are generally not honest individuals. No. We have bent honesty to fit lies! Naughty step!

“We took our eyes off the balls” and … here we are. With: loud and unwelcoming and, quiet, gentle, helpful welcoming’s. For newcomers magnetised by the falsity of here.

I believe we need to prepare newcomers and settled citizens to accept and prepare, be ready to, gently and efficiently change the country to one with the high standards it had. Sustainability being top priority. Excluding none of us. It could change. scattered throughout are other groups, among them are other shitstirring liars and those who prefer the truth because it’s way preferable while attempting to clear up, the global grim and deadly crises! Look, anyone with access to a supermarket or other shop, across the globe, has contributed to, is contributing to those crises. Yes we are. We have to stop them buying poisonous wrapping, for non poisonous content and for poisonous content which we all want taken away magically. That ain’t going to happen!

As for poisonous vehicles that are not for necessary deliveries to the vulnerable stop. Or continue being guilty of substance abuse, because you are. And that to poison the very children you take to school. Not charming when they develop into adults and see the truth of things! I should know.

Add to all that, those who actually believe the pandemic and wars are a glamorous hoax to control something or another, none seem quite clear on the actual reasoning scientific source of those widespread theories.

The NHS has 40 year plus queues for mental health appointments for the traumatised. I am now in a position in the queue where my wait has been shortlisted to the waiting list for a real appointment with the trauma therapy team, I needed it when I was very young but that went unnoticed and /or ignored. I didn’t apply for it until I was in my mid twenties. Prior to and following that, I was shoved from pillar to post, used, abused, ridiculed and mocked, denied and yes I cried a lot. . It is the wait for established citizens. Not sure about the wait for trauma therapy for newcomers or for those related to, or friends with those working for and in our NHS. Sometimes an ‘interesting’ case gets used for publicity. The rest of us…we wait for a service we pay for and for many of us, we were promised it. It is the biggest employer in the UK. It’s finances are stretched and the management of those services and many other support and keep well services, we were told we could rely on. has been delivered as changed radically to suit businesses not practicalities for the well-being of all. That by Parliament votes over decades to private, profit only companies, who do not deliver the same quality of services as the State run old NHS. Particularly in poor areas of England. Patients in those areas are used in experiments for any ‘perhaps it’ll help’ rich people . experiments, they call them trials, not fully disclosed to those being experimented on. None of that believed because, even the relatives of those wrongly used do not believe it happened. Our NHS was a trusted, trustworthy, globally renowned as uniquely British and ‘free’. It is only free at point of service if you can get a place in the queues or can pay some more. We paid in our Taken at Source, National Insurance and there are very high taxes, from workers, shoppers and small businesses. for thriving massive money/profit making businesses with untaxed, ‘off shore’ bank accounts, they pay no tax. Which those who do pay proper taxes, object to on deaf ears in Parliament.

All seem too busy doing commenting on or, the actual gathering of, voice yelling, voice yelling into a tannoy or, microphone-using yelling. There’s not much ‘fair’ or lawful employment.

The freedoms we once had, to publicly gather and shout or not, about opinions, concerns and questions to the people in Parliament. Are recently being cut. Some say for the Pandemic, others say for Parliamentary control of citizens private affairs. Choose your own view of that. There’s plenty to choose from.

Nothing much is being organised to educate any without funds for private schools. Many are ‘schooled’ for purpose of joining the ‘rat race’ many get left out of, whether they want to or not and those are not accommodated in established education. The purpose seems to be to continue this crazy unsustainable way. It is emotive in the extreme and intricate to live here, for those, already and not already living here. I think it wise to accept that…One way or another. Be sure your assumed freedom is lawful. We have here the freedom to speak our minds. We prefer no slurs on any with differing skin colours or physical inabilities. But, our preferences keep getting trashed by our Parliaments. Always ‘blaming’ the governments or the voters. What a load of rubbish and none sense! It is law not to use skin colour or disability as reason not to employ, house or other. Preferences are allowed. If they can be voiced. Which is intricate too. Do not expect the free and easy life that has been falsely promoted and advertised for generations. We have communities gathered from several countries in several places. Including those of our own. Unless you are open to multi cultured living and attempting to get along, best not cross any of those lines, without knowledge of their criminal goings on, their religious or not preferences and most importantly, their polite communications systems.

All that during the many crises going on in your country of origin alone. Also, the global warming, causing people to be starving elsewhere. The poverty here has caused children to be as homeless as their parents and guardians. Food banks and neighbourly generosity is openly organised and welcomed. The Arctic melting and other serious 💩 is ongoing and extremely concerning.

It has not been possible yet, for the ordinary man, woman or child to stop those who choose to add to the forays here and abroad by buying or selling deadly weaponry unlawfully. Under any Government. Among any of us. We all, I believe, would prefer peace everywhere. No one has disclosed the full truth of matters that shall instantly affect you during your brief or long life and stay here. There are obvious and, not obvious, signs of what you may encounter. Also, any children born or living here, are having to face the consequences of global warming which they and their parents are contributing to directly or indirectly. Most are shocked into action, at the truth of matters here, only when they are directly affected or otherwise effected. That is a constant sadness among those, like myself, reliant on a functioning system of trust, directly affected by the British Parliaments untrustworthiness, changes and wrongs…every day in any year.

The people escaping war torn countries had no reason not to believe Splat Sandcock’s words. We who live on the front line, in English poverty, have no authority representing us effectively and are subject to the mercy of many ignoring this or that truth’s, merciless attitude. There are pockets everywhere of truly kind people, willing to help for a limited time. They get fed up before any issue is fully resolved to the satisfaction of the relatives and people, from any walk of life, considered of no value to politicians & MSM, in these islands. There’s little tolerance towards those, as if they deliberately made themselves war-torn, homeless, old or infirm. Indeed, state housing authorities have quoted, “you made yourselves homeless” to those needing homes who lost theirs when their employers decided, through whatever reason or desire, that they didn’t want to train them properly and instead, fired them causing over dramatic preventables.

The are those who excuse themselves from community organisation or living who’re settled, seemingly content to quite enjoy believing, “We didn’t give birth to you or your problems, so stuff off” my response is, “well that’s rude because I didn’t give birth to you or your rudeness, kindly think on…differently” people who we didn’t give birth to? What kind of ignoring complex truths gave birth to that concept? There’s billions of them…allegedly.

We have other problems, adding to the pot of no sense about ignorance, barbarism and cruelty. There seems a widespread belief in the ever growing industry of the ‘glamorous’ stories of ‘Welcome” in, and about, all our Countries. None are truly glamorous.

Many are famous for one or two talented moments but, expect admiration for everything from as many as they expect, for as long as they or theirs want. Fame is not the glamorous life it’s made up to be according to those who have it. Make your own view about that, there’s plenty of them. I’d advise against over indulging in those who are famous, they get complacent in their paid duty to entertain well. In my opinion.

The genuine arguments between those in the British Isles who want to make voice, are honestly not resolved by any stretch. Talking about wrongs creates reasons to ‘flee’ any area, or suffer the wrath of criminally set minds without not wrong lifestyles or visions.

Some here who probably paid huge sums or not, of their family’s collected money, bought carriage to UK, in order to survive one unfair or war torn Country. to be placed into a very intricate and different one, they’re not prepared for the honestly of here but, they pay money for passage to a better life here. Some of them join the criminal elements, have enough money and time to wait, while flying about Europe and the globe, in whatever place, as they send money to their homes. This upsets some people who’ve lived here and consider here home.

Some buy their State owned, not maintained, flats and houses, sell them at profit prices, to another while the availability of the State owned homes are reduced dramatically. the price of private homes rises and falls according to Parliament, buyer & seller activity. Same globally probably. Ironies in abundance.

It is different here and changing for the better in many areas of life. There’s sparse wheelchair access or effective able bodied movements that can be joined to improve that. Maybe you’ll be the one to make that important effective change? Loads of employment opportunities about that topic, including diplomatic services of a firm nature.

From me it is an honest, “welcome” with a quiet, humble, “i’ve been shat on a lot by all the skin colours there are among people living here” . I’ll add this this “please don’t lie to me, tread on my toes, be a bad neighbour, kill or steal from me. All wrongs are caused by liars”

whenever we have liars in Parliament linked invisibly by behaviour to many other liars, thieves etc. they loudly and in deadly manner, claim ownership and control of all, without a by your leave. This is a long, as usual, one of those moments repeated through the ages of the honest history of Britain in brief.

It’s as though many people are not happy or busy enough with their own lot, and there’s a large amount of, dishonesty by not fully disclosing harsh truths.

Many war refugees have arrived here in dinghies. We are looking after them and our own, best we can through all the Parliamentary crap being thrown our way. We do have heart in almost everything we do. but sadly, have no room, in any ‘capacity’ for any more true or false person’s for truly awful or wonderful situations. However, we do accept them because it appears there’s room for emergencies. Do not forget that those will settle alongside us all, have families and the populations of all cultures and skin colours grow here. Well or unwell. Parliament decides. It is vital that we hold and develop personal strengths in order to contribute, not just in taxes etc. For newbies, all shopping items, health, leisure and pleasure, are very heavily taxed. The food staples and things for babies are not. Those taxes are called VAT. .

London and cities and towns further afield in the UK are particularly densely populated. With lots of, by British standards, very poorly areas full of poorly and neglected people, buildings and businesses.

The British countryside and coastline, is phenomenally beautiful and diverse. Much of it is owned by unfriendly landowners. Much of it not but closely guarded lovingly, as ‘special’ because it all is. That is why we treasure it. Please, please put all your litter in bins provided or take it home for your own bins. We are privileged to have many of those. Unfortunately we have members of the population who seem to feel entitled to throw their rubbish on the ground. Their lack of love for this country is obvious. I’ve met many of them, in London and in the countryside. I’ve been been mocked by them too, for my ‘put it in the bin’ diligence, as have others of a like mind to mine.

Those with sparse financial capacity are being imposed upon by those with obscene financial capacity. Same as, all over the world, to the shame of most of those types. We mostly do not all approve of crime or criminals. However, when reporting such be very specific about the wrongs and how they affect you personally. Doing so in calm and ‘friendly’ but firm manner. The UK habit is to ignore any pain anyone is in while receiving complaints. Be aware of that and, learn how to be polite. Try to keep any emotions in check for any authority. This in order to progress through the maze of any British established authorities. Choose your side. Do not use weapons and play, Living In Britain. we mostly prefer a fair and honest society but we have not yet achieved that through all the other causes and emergencies which naturally have impact on anyone with a heartbeat…

You will encounter causes to love in most areas..in most daily doings. That is an extraordinary, very lovable truth found in abundance here. As is the opposite. A thing about the UK among all its peoples, old and new is diversity. Yes.

Make great effort to independently or communally support and or educate yourself to love working for the good of all. In order to be your best not-wrong. You will contribute well when you find your niche, if you ever do. We do not have enough voice yet, for inspiring education establishments to change for the better while retaining any established excellence. That system trashed my education. They let me sit in classes, get mocked etc but they refused to teach me what I needed to know by denying my disabilities. Useless articles! I caught up a fair bit and you suck!

We are I believe also emotionally strapped, by personal and global, National and local situations. We tend to deny a lot of truths as a Nation in order to protect our own who aren’t in honesty protected against accident, unfair or foul. We don’t all have the knowledge or capacity to love our own how they’d like. Help and or support for our own people has turned into a new low. And is affecting new comers to our shores and to Pandemic induced unemployment or other poverty’s. That makes for much unrest and resentment to new comers and those with differences to the people without secure jobs. Lots of people are idle. They want to ‘fleece’ the systems we have, already rocky as they are. Instead of using their efforts to find a suitable job of work. Bemoaning their lot. Fact is, they do not want to work. Many of them are just bone idle. Many are just lost in the mazes of madness this country also has.

There are a few theories going round that things could improve. People have to want that. Most are content to fit in with the lies that all is well and good here. I personally prefer the sights, views and company of people who care and want to do the jobs they are paid to do in ‘old fashioned’, British Standard manner. Sparse while we reconcile the ‘culture’ here with those of different cultures that, mostly European rulers and British ancestors deeply offended and cruelly brutalised. Intricate.

There are many, from every global origin including Uk countries, living here, who would honestly prefer a better system for all countries and levels of living in this UK. Be nice if you could join in that exhausting cause to live honestly and lovingly. While attempting to stop the madnesses causing wars and global warming. Yes.

R.A.S. 2020